A while ago I stopped doing what I really enjoyed, which was of course writing. I don't really know how or why this phenomena of lackluster depression began, but I've been feeling like it's affected all of my creativity.
I can't remember the last time I read more than four books in a month.
I can't remember the last time I had a winning streak on Duolingo, where I practice my Spanish.
I can't remember the last time I went shopping for books in London and JUST for books.
I can't remember the last time I wrote 'Death Day' a novel I've been working on for quite a while now.
I can't remember the last time I loved to write a blog post.
I can't remember the last time I had a spark of creativity.
So today is the day I want to change all of that.
I've been stuck in a horrible rut since January, and whilst things have improved in other areas, I need to start getting myself out of the creativity jam. I need to start evaluating what is important to me, and how I am going to use my creativity to better myself as a person. And I need to finding time to start blogging, because it really helps me creatively!
Have any of you been feeling this way? What have you done to change it all?
I'm also currently working on my blog, so please stick with me!